Yesterday I finally had my appointment and had my IUD removed. In the days leading up to my appointment I was in a panic. I had to stop one of my bipolar meds because of risk of birth defects and I felt like I was spiraling out of control. I suddenly wanted to change my mind and NOT start this journey. I even asked my SO if he wanted to wait until next year. When faced with really doing this instead of being excited I was terrified. I feel a bit better today, but yesterday was rough. Has anyone else faced this? This is just suddenly super "real".