It's crazy how addicted you can get to pregnancy tests. I keep telling myself I'm not going to do it anymore. Just going to wait on af. But then morning comes and I can't help it. I'm 37 and I feel like it's not going to happen for me. Deep down I know I'm being dramatic but I can't help it. I envision my eggs to look like shriveled up raisins lol. My husband is 33 and never had children. We just got married this year. We have not been trying very long but it's making me crazy because I immediately think there is something wrong with me. I'm a problem solver and when I can't find a solution it makes me nuts. I have been ovulating and we have been intimate so in my mind, I should totally be pregnant. Yet every month I'm not. Currently 13 dpo and got a bfn this morning. Just like every time. Gah!