starting to get money depressed

Me and my husband just moved and he's in the military, we live in a nice house, all of our bills are on auto pay, I got a job. Only problem is, I've only gotten one paycheck and it was for $12. I absolutely hate my job anyway so doesn't help that I feel like I'm working for free. We have no food, I'm out of things that I need and we have no washer and dryer bc we can't afford to get one right now ):