Need some comfort

N • Beautiful Nikolai born 12/29/17 👶💙 Lucca born 1/13/21🌻 In love and feeling myself 👨‍👩‍👦‍👦

What the fuck do you do when you're 20, 20 weeks pregnant, and completely upset over a relationship of almost five years ending? I don't know what to do. It was sudden and shocking. We both wanted different things for our futures. Can anyone who has been there give me some positivity? I just feel like crap. I don't want anyone else and I'm scared that if/when I get over this, no one will want someone with a child. It's really just been a shitty week. My ferret died and now this.