plus sized!

ok first I want to say please no ride or nasty or cruel comments I get that o. the daily. I want to ask if being plus size is a problem. I don't think I'm ugly just because I'm bigger. idk why I feel like people are always staring and looking at me?! I'm not shy by no means but I'm not an advocate for plus size people so why do I feel like people are always like "for a big girl your pretty" why can't I just be pretty? so I ask this am I ugly? is my body ugly?