I'm an underage little

So I'm an underage little, I'm 13 and I have pretty much always been the way I am with everyone other than family. I am often described as the 4 year old in my friendship circle but that doesn't explain it very well. I wasn't aware of what the DDLG kink was until last year and I started learning about it will an open mind, the more I read, the more I realised that I am a little. I already act like one, I'm a little bit bratty occasionally but only when I don't get my own way. Except it's not like how normal teenagers express annoyance bc I pout and scowl and throw a temper tantrum that you would expect from a two year old. Most of my friends now buy me what my family describe as " babyish " gifts as they know I love them so much. E.g. Teddy bears, soft blankets, colouring books and anything that would help me feel more like a toddler and they don't know that the DDLG kink even exists. My family see the ' teenage ' me which is pretty much me but not how I would be if I knew I didn't have expectations to live up to. I kinda want a daddy but it would have to be someone I know really well irl. I don't want sex, I just someone to call daddy ( who isn't my dad obvs 😷😷) I just really want to be 16 so I can at least start to explore this kink ( also feel free to educate me on stuff you think I should knkw before then) xx