I never want to have sex with him..

Okay, my boyfriend and I have been together for three years - we have had two miscarriages in those three years.

He is ready to start TTC again - but here's the thing, I love him with my whole heart - he's so supportive as a partner in every way imaginable, he is actually my rock ... BUT I never want to have sex with him, he just does not do it for me in bed, we've tried all things (including a couple sessions of sex therapy) but no matter how hard he tries, he just never turns me on ... I've never just wanted to "jump his bones" our entire relationship ... I just kind of do it for him, to fulfill his needs but I'd be okay never having sex with him again ... as awful as that sounds 😔 ... which is so strange because I do picture marriage with him, a family and life for the long hall but I just straight up never have the desire to be intimate with him...

Does this mean we aren't "meant to be"?

So confused about these very conflicting feelings ...

LADIES PLEASE HELP ME !!!