I JUST WANT TO BE PREGNANT ALREADY!!

Paige • ttc for a year. 1 early miscarriage

I'm on day 45 as of today. Ive had all the symtoms of pregnancy. 13 days past AF. BFN on gazillions of HPT had my blood drawn yesterday and got woken up with a call that informed me that it was also a BFN. DH and I have been ttc for a year . right now I'm heartbroken. And I'm seriously debating if I should go ahead and wait for AF to arrive or go and get a shot of Progesterone. Gyno doc wants to schedule me for an HCG. right now I'm just heartbroken and numb because I stupidly let myself get my hopes up.