Idk what to do he just got out of prison n he is still abusing me . I just had my son 8 months ago . He beat me while pregnant. Yesterday I caught him in a lie n using drugs he strangled me . I couldn't breathe I was gasping for air my son was next to me . I feel like a horrible mother . I want the police to come but he will run. It will get worse . I need help . My throat is killing me my head hurts I can't do this I feel like dying but my son I can't . I don't want cops involved bc they will take my son I know they will .... please help advice don't just say leave him bc it's hard I need a plan idk where to start he needs to be put away