after I got pregnant, everything went to shit. everyone looks at me differently, I got treated differently, I lost almost everyone. I have noone to talk to and it seems like the more people I talk to the more I have noone. I'm 31 weeks pregnant and I have absolutely nothing ready for my son and I feel like I'm literally nothing. my entire second trimester I been in and out the hospital, lost my job, almost lost my SO and now we are struggling with bills. I've been so down about losing my job and people throw it in my face. we have no money to pay bills pretty much and we never have any food. not only do I feel like a shitty mom already, I feel like a shitty girlfriend. I've tried everything I could to get a job and noone will hire me this far along in my pregnancy. I just wish I could get a break every now and again. I feel like giving up. I'm so close it I can feel it....