I had my son & he ripped me down there I got stitches & they've already dissolved, I stopped bleeding & yesterday I started bleeding again kinda heavy.. is that normal?? Am I going to be okay down there??

Also I got hemorrhoids while pregnant they got bigger during labor.. after I had my son I didn't use #2 till 3-4 days later.. & ever since I've bled while using it.. these past days it's hurt like hell to poop & when I do I'm bleeding a fair amount.. I don't know if that's okay or I should get checked.. FTM so this is all very new to me.. i just want to make sure I heal properly bc this recovery is killing me.