So I've struggled with depression my whole life. But before I got pregnant I had been incident free for over a year. I'm currently 3.5 weeks postpartum and I feel like I'm falling apart. I'm not sure if this is postpartum depression. The days are good, but the evenings are bad. My son doesn't sleep very well currently. Most nights I'm lucky if I get 4 hours of sleep total. His father doesn't hear him, and by the time I wake him up I could just take care of my son myself. I feel like a zombie and I'm exhausted and I keep crying. I don't resent my son, but I resent the situation I have put myself in. I don't want to feel like this. I don't know what to do.