I'm only 17 I had my baby boy 6 weeks ago and I literally only have him and his daddy!

Most of my "friends" disappeared when I told them I was pregnant which I new would happen but the few friends I had left are slowly drifting away! I have no one to talk to about how I feel, about girly things! My best friend has just found out she's 6 weeks pregnant and her boyfriend has left and said he doesn't want anything to do with it but she doesn't talk to me and says I don't understand as I haven't been through the same!

The past few days I've found myself randomly crying and feeling like everything is my fault and the reason everyone is going is because of me! I've been questioning my boyfriend thinking he is going to leave because I don't feel good enough for anyone!

I don't know what the point in this post is but I needed to get it out!