Today and yesterday I've been feeling really weepy and depressed, which is so unlike me because I rarely cry. But I just feel overwhelmed and I spent the morning crying into my pillow while my husband snored away unaware

1) Today I finally reached the second trimester, but I've been so sick and miserable the last 2 months. It's taking a toll on me mentally and emotionally. I got screwed by my last jobs health insurance and haven't been able to go to the doctor once this pregnancy to make sure me and baby are alright. Clinics are closed because of hurricane Harvey (Thank goodness our area avoided flooding). Now I'm having what I assume is round ligament pain to add to the list.

2) My husband had to have surgery to fix a broken leg and I've been waiting on him hand and foot for the last month while he recovers. I've had to constantly push how I'm feeling to the back burner so I can take care of him.

3) I work a full time job. I come home exhausted but barely even have time to rest.

4) Though my DH is getting better, now that I want some comfort or affection from not feeling good, he seems so..... idk stand offish? I have to go to him for any semblance of affection, even just a hug, and he wasn't like this before his accident. And if I do it for too long he always says "honey my leg." So I've just stopped altogether.

5) I'm stressed out over a friend and my mother's financial situations, which they come to me about on a constant basis. And when I say constant, I mean they bring it up EVERY single time we talk. If I was a gambling person, I could bet on it. Not exaggerating. Sometimes I ignore their phone calls just so I don't have deal with it emotionally. It stresses me out because I do everything I can to help them, but it never seems to last.

I'm drained mentally, emotionally and physically. I just want a hug and a cup of hot chocolate... and for this heartburn and acid reflux to go away for good.

I want someone to take care of me for a change 😔😔😔