Okay ladies I need your help!!

So we have been TTC for a while now and each month a few days late I test and get that very depressing negative 😔 So this month I started to get symptoms as if I was going to come on my period.. For a couple days when I would wipe there would be some spotting on the tissue but that's it I wore pads for those couple of days and nothing ever made it to the pad just some brownish discharge whenever I wiped. After about 2-3 days there was nothing so yesterday I decided to take the last test that I had in my kit. I peed on the stick and just say it on top of the toilet afraid to be disappointed with another negative. I forgot all about it until My mom came over after work and she asked to use the bathroom. While she was in the bathroom she shouted down to me "How come you have a... why is there trash on the back of your toilet?" lol I immediately made this face 😱 because I forgot all about the test I had taken. So when she finally leaves I dart upstairs and look at the test and this is what I find...

So then I start to freak out my palms get sweaty I start pacing the hallway lol unsure of what to make of this.. So I guess my question is ladies are clear blue tests notorious for evap lines?! They said evap lines look grayish and sometimes like an indentation in the test but I see color in both lines or am I going crazy?? I feel bad because I had to tell my SO cause he bumped into me pacing and looking crazy in the hallway lol so I had to share but I don't want to get our hopes up for nothing.. I do plan on taking another test just scared because I want the positive to be real 😥😥