Heartbroken

Ileana

I'm so sad and crushed today I woke up in blood I'm so sad I'm devastated after my last miscarriage in Feb I find out I'm pregnant again and then to top it off I find out my partner has been talking to other females behind my back , like what am I supposed to do all I do is cry and he didn't even want the baby and it seems like he's happy this happen Idk what to do I've had 4 miscarriages already and I'm not coping too well with this , it really sux I honestly don't care about my bf im kicking his ass to the curve I know my worth and I know I'll be ok without him , but I feel like if only I could've have this baby to keep me company but it didn't make it I guess is gods way of letting me know I'll get another chance with someone else or who knows it was very unexpected when I found out I was pregnant bc I had taken the plan b pill but once I found out I was I waspraying it was a little girl I'm just so sad and depressed I can't