Idk how y'all do anal

So me and my so we're having sex and I was just playing around and said "ready for anal?" Next sec he puts on a condom and puts lube all over it and he was forcing his 🍆 into my bum 💀💀💀 I was literally crying for him to stop 😭😭😂 it still hurts so bad and he only got a bit in.. who enjoys anal? Loll idk if it's for me after that 🤦🏾‍♀️