failing

We've been trying to conceive to a year and a half. He has super low count and I fear we will have to do IVF (we get only 1 shot with my insurance) and what if that doesn't work...

All my friends have children now. Every new baby picture makes me sad and jealous. I went to my best friends baby shower a couple months ago and came home and cried. It's so not fair.

Then it seems like whenever it's peak week hubby isn't interested is sex. I don't know what else to do anymore.

I'm really down and feel like I'm never going to have a child.