I just got out of a year and a half relationship with a man that I was completely head over heals for. I would jump in front of a bullet for him any time. Our relationship was amazing, we were so happy and then things started to change and I knew it wasn't going to turn out good. Well when he broke up with me his excuse was he "needed to find god" and also that I wanted kids and marriage but he wasn't ready (he told me he was ready for those things before everything went down hill) but after a couple days I realized a girl he works with broke her relationship off in the same week & they were together for 5 years. Me being concerned and thinking it wasn't coincidental I messaged her ex to see what her reasoning was and guess whattttt because she "needed to find god" pathetic right?! Well after her repeatedly told me nothing was going on I found his car at her house over night three days after breaking up with me, I was devastated. Here it is 6 month later, he has been dating her ever since and I'm still not okay and it sucks. Well last night I find out that he not only proposed to her but she's also pregnant and I'm absolutely heart broken. Not sure if I'm over reacting but it's an awful feeling and I think it's because he broke up with me because "I wanted kids and marriage but he wasn't ready" but then 6 months later he is getting married and having a baby... HELP ME THROUGH THIS!