My biggest fear happened

Jackie

I can't believe it I have four positive pregnancy test but I can't say I didn't see it coming seeing that each one I took instead of getting a stronger darker line on my test it became more faint until this morning it wasn't there ..... I started to spot I told myself it was normal and then I started to bleed and I just don't know what to think or say we both really wanted this and this has never happened to me ever . I can't help but to think it's my fault . I am just super sad .