My baby daddy drama

So my soon to be "baby daddy" sent me this, this morning.. now we just came from my birthday trip in Puerto Rico literally like 2 days ago. It wasn't the best and it wasn't the worst I'm 9 weeks pregnant so all I really wanted to do was lay and bed and eat.. he wanted to see the city which I understand but I just didn't have the energy to.. when I feel like I was over doing it I would get extremely nauseous and want to lay down or some times actually end up throwing up.. he kept wanting me to take shots (even though I didn't) as if he doesn't know that I'm pregnant.. before we left to go on vacation I told him that I didn't want to be with him because the relationship is just different.. he's not who I thought he was.. he literally begged me to stay telling me that he doesn't want us to be how his parents and my parents where... (neither of our dads raised us) when I first found I was pregnant for the fist couple weeks he would tell me to kill it. And how he doesn't want the baby. And then the next day would call me and tell me, he was just saying that because he was mad.. I honestly and truly don't want anything to do with him other than him taking care of this baby we both helped make.. I am feeling a little depressed cuz I've never seen myself in the predicament with baby daddy drama.. I always pictured the perfect life with a husband and a family. It sucks when you've given your all to someone and they give you their ass to kiss.. even after him talking down on me I still considered being with him for the sake of our child..