My boyfriend has lied and hid shit quite a few times in our relationship. It's been petty shit so I have forgiven him cause I truly did love him. I found he had been lying to me again about watching porn and just being a straight up pervert. I thought we were in such a good place and that I really could trust him. bottom line though, I don't deserve to be hurt or lied to so at the end of the day I will be okay and greater things will come my way! 2 and a half years has come and gone and now I am ready for greater beginnings. I am not okay right now but I will be.