Saturday night I decided. No more fking it and giving up I am doing it. Saturday I saw how big I was and on Saturday night I couldn't sleep as I was just so upset because I saw another one of my friends pregnant. I deleted facebook. On Sundy I weighed myself, started calorie counting and hutting the gym tonight. My husband loved my body but for us having a baby or for us to get investigted why I cant even get pregnant. Hopefully a few stone off in a few months!