I HATE being pregnant. Like I can't stand it. The headaches the emotions the sickness the crying the no sleep. I've dealt with babies before the good and the bad I helped raise my niece. So when I found out I was pregnant I had no worries about being a good mom. I knew I could do it. But I can not do the pregnancy and now I feel like I'm failing as mother already

UPDATE:

You girls really made me feel batter about myself. I told my husband that I don't want another child that if he really thinks 2 kids will complete our family then we need to think about adopting. And he laughed and said "oh you can handle this again".. bad new for him, I am not doing this again. I have been sick my entire life and the older I got the healthier I got, I'm not going down the sick train again.