Not sure if this isn't the right place on where this should go (because sex is involved) delete if not allowed. Anyways, I got married 4 1/2 months ago, one of the best days of my life to amazing man. But something is going on. We're losing that "first 2 weeks of bliss" (it's been like that 2 weeks after we started dating) and I want to have that back. I wasn't afraid of being myself, wasn't afraid of asking anything that I would lead into an argument, barely had any sex. And anytime I'm in a happy mood (usually when I wake up) we talk about something and then I just snap and it ruins my great mood, the idea of having sex, just wanting not to be around my husband. I don't know if it helps knowing (also not trying to point fingers and playing blame game) that we are financially struggling, and he wanted his business to grow and flourish but it was really killing the both of us and our wallets and he choose that over taking care of the bills that we had. I'm lost, leaving my husband is not an option but I'm getting really close to just give up. I've been trying to read the Bible, praying, reading blogs about how to be a better wife, it doesn't do anything. Any advice?