should I be ashamed? 😣

anna

I posted on here before asking for advise, I am 32 weeks pregnant and at 15 weeks along I had very bad bleeding that lasted 5 hours like gushes, twice during that week. no cause was found. But I was told by my OB that puts me higher risk for pre term labor, and PROM. but she said i could also still have sex.... but for my own peace of mind ive stayed away from any sex or orgasms until tonight....i brought out my friend (vibrator)I couldn't take it anymore I was so sexually frustrated. even though my OB gave me the ok I still feel like I've f'd up. ugh 😣I want my baby to stay put as long as she can. dang you hormones.