Sadly overwhelmed

Hiba

I am 41 and I thought I was done having babies. Then I said why not. Got prego the first try. She is not 4 and half months and healthy... I said to myself if I will do this again let's do it fast.... OMG! It took 3 months... 12 days after a positive result I end up in the hospital and I am told I am having a miscarriage... I thought I could emotionally handle it... But I'm scared he wants one more and I'm terrified of going through this again.... I just need a supportive friend... I figured after 6 healthy pregnancies my body would know what to do... I was wrong and I'm sad...