Will never happen it seems lile

I have a feeling that having a family will never happen for us... we had a Mc in may and now we really never have sex...if you don't have sex u can't start a family... I just turned 28 and hubby is 29 and we have been together for 10 years married for 5... hubby says he's bored with the sex and I need to spice things up But I'm fine with how we were.. he says that I told him no so many times he's given up on starting it and if I want it I need to start it... my step sis and sis in law are all pregnant and we could have been prego all together but I had a miscarriage....idk what to do... I feel like everyone judges because we have been married for so long with no children.... I'm lost, tired, sad and

idk what to do.. thoughts..... i just want love.....