I hope you enjoyed those 2 times when you made me feel like shit. I lost a lot of self confidence when you looked at those girls because I'll never look like them. You claim to love my body and I always never believe you because how could you look at them and not me. "You couldn't help it," is not acceptable, "It's natural," also isn't acceptable. If it happens once more I'm leaving because I can't take that pain again.