Dear Crush

I have the biggest crush still on one of my good friends Denzel. We tried talking at the end of last year after admitting we both had a crush on one another and everything was going so perfect for about a month and then it just didn't work out and I still want him even tho it didn't work out then. Every time he texts me I smile so hard and get so excited. I love watching his snaps and talking to him on the phone. I'm a good girl and he seems to like girls like him who smoke and stuff but I just want him to see I can be everything to him. I want to be everything to him and be more than just his friend. It's going on 2 years that we've been friends and I want to tell him everything but I'm afraid of rejection. He's so cute and can have any girl he wants. Who am I to even try to get him🙁

He also recently asked when me and him would ever have sex and I'm upset because maybe that's all he has been thinking about with me rather than a possible relationship😒