Conceiving...

We are not currently conceiving that is why it isn't going into a conceiving group.

My s/o is 29 now.

Has been smoking marijuana for almost 15 years.

Tonight I read online that marijuana can affect a mans sperm and make it harder to conceive and now I am terrified that when we try to conceive it won't be possible.

He has been married and divorced and his ex wife got impregnated by someone else while they were married and while they themselves were trying for a baby.

We've been together a short time and it wouldn't be good to bring up having children this early but, also if we don't by the time he is 32, he will be 50 when our child turns 18. And I want us to hopefully experience having grandchildren maybe even great grandchildren eventually and honestly? I'm just terrified right now that we won't have children.

I know there's adoption, and sperm banks and all that stuff but, I want a child that is mine and a child that is the person I loves child also.

I have no one to tell this to, so I'm telling it here.

I'm also only 19, so that doesn't really help things either. 🙄😕