Anxiety - due May 14th

Hi everyone! 4 weeks 6 days and we had a chemical in February that ended at 5 weeks. I am super nervous and trying not to think about it. I may feel better as I get through this week if it is problem free... trying to think of some positive things that happened today - I ran a 10 KM in my best time ever (I ran before totally safe with baby!), I have a wonderful almost 6 year old who is just an awesome little dude! I felt exhausted from 3-4:30 (my wonderful tired time due to growing a tiny human), my nipples were unbelievably sore while running (this isn't usual for me and sorry for TMI lol) - hopefully another benefit of growing the tiny human...

I am trying to remember I have had as many successful healthy pregnancies as I have losses so I should look at my healthy little dude to remind myself of that!

I posted the other day that it's important to be excited and not dwell but I do find that hard sometimes so I'm hoping for some help. you ladies are all in a similar boat to me and so I feel a real connection considering you're all strangers