I'm lost 😭

So after 9 months ttc I finally fall pregnant and everything feels so perfect, infact I don't think I have ever been so happy. But today the dreaded happened. I woke up to find blood down there that progressively got heavier and heavier so I take myself to the hospital and the worst, I'm no longer carrying my baby. My baby that didn't get a chance to see the world, one who I didn't get to comfort. I'm so upset it feels like my world is ending, I'm heartbroken