Ladies I'm out 😞

Well had my first prenatal visit today 9/11 at 9 weeks exactly. Couldn't find a heartbeat and baby only measured 7 wks 2 days. They gave me the option to come back next week for a confirmation ultrasound and if nothing still I have to decide how to proceed since this is considered a missed miscarriage. Words can't describe the way I'm feeling right now 😪 just hoping to pass the baby naturally because I don't want surgery or to take drugs. Went from thinking I couldn't get pregnant to getting pregnant and miscarrying my first child. Going to try for my rainbow 🌈 baby when possible but for now I'm Wishing the rest of you a happy and healthy pregnancy 😘