Whine + wine = mom life. What's your mom vice?

La

I normally don't drink. Maybe once a month. But this mom stuff has me so stressed. And maybe losing my dad and my mom being very ill also. But now I know why moms drink wine every night. My son whines nonstop (he's one so it's normal). And I just can't handle it anymore.

I'm tipsy bc I had one glass of wine tonight (I'm a light weight) and I've been having a cigarette once a night when he goes to bed bc the stress is getting to me. But I gotta have something to chill me out!

What's your mom vice that helps you get through the challenging days?