venting (a little)

I'm so happy to see some ladies finding out the gender. what a blessing. I go for my 2nd appointment next Wednesday (20th) I'll be 15 weeks and 3 days then. Im hoping for an ultrasound but as long as i get to hear the heart heat I'll be fine. I can't even begin to describe how I'm feeling this 2nd time around it's very emotional with some ups and downs so far I just hope my 2nd trimester is a breeze praying for it to be lol. congratulations ladies.