Really? :(

Must not be my month.. six months ago my dr set up a second appointment to see how and if anything was progressing and to look more into my infertility.. called to see when my appointment was because I know it's this month sometime and they now have no record of my appointment.. 10dpo today and decided to take a test to maybe make me feel better and now I just wanna crawl into a hole because I got another bfn and no chance of seeing my dr for a couple months now.. not that I actually liked my doctor or how she talked to me.. anyone else just having a bad emotional day?