ttc #1 battle

Brittnie • Baby Golden due January 16 2019🤰 FTM

this was our 15th cycle TTC, I had late ovulation so that means longer cycle. I have been checking CP, cm, and temping. today on cycle day 34 my cervix is still high closed and firm I also had the slightest bit of spotting this morning. AF is due in 2 days. I took a test yesterday that was a BFN. I think that AF is coming today due to spotting. I am losing hope. and most of all I am very very confused on why my cervix is still high closed and firm.