Feeling out of place.

So just yesterday I moved back to my moms house after years of not living with her. We never got along when we lived together but she always helped me no matter what.

Well I had a chikd, when I was 16 and my mom helped me raise her. My mom decided to move out if state when my baby was 2yrs old. After she left I found myself in debt almost homeless so I sent my daughter with my mom because I wasn't gonna put her through that. She basically grew up with my mom. I went up to visit her after a year. my daughter was 3 and she grew in size tremendously where I decided to take her back with me in my little hotel and get her down some pounds. She went back with my mom after the summer. So basically my mom raised her. Well when my daughter turned 5 my mom came back and stayed with me since I got an apartment. again my mom and I never got along so we got into an argument and she left found an apartment for herself and after a while I moved back with her. My daughters never been close to me and I know why. Well I met my husband and I tried moving my daughter with me and it didn't work out my daughter was so unhappy to be away from my mom so my mom took her back and I gave her custody. Now my husband and I are struggling and I moved back to my moms yesterday. my husband will be living in the car because my mother doesn't like him.

Well I feel completely outta place I've been living with my husband for 5 years and its just weird. My daughter is 9 now and she's happy to see me so I am to see her and spend some time together but I'm really to myself my mom is not and I feel uncomfortable like I don't belong here.