Boyfriend gone

My boyfriend is in the military. We've been together for 2 years. And while he was in bootcamp I was raped. And this was last month. And I ended up telling my boyfriend. But it's been really fucking hard getting through this alone. He's not here to support me. The only way I get support from him is through a phone. On FaceTime and phone calls and texting. I just need him here. I'm having nightmares. I have to push myself through school. school is the worst. I have to sit so close next to people and it makes me so fucking uncomfortable I want to cry. I don't go out anymore. I go to school skip a lot of classes and then I come home and lay in bed. And sometimes I go to work. It's been so hard not having my best friend here to help me through this. I just I need a hug really bad from him. His hugs were the best. It's so hard. Help please.