I can't believe I had this...

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I had a friend with benefits who was 20 years older than me.

He really didn't look it, he treated me like a princess, was such a gentleman and was pretty amazing in bed. I honestly though he was a pretty decent guy!

It was only after we ended everything that i found out he was married!!!

I was in total shock when I found out.

And yet I feel so silly because sometimes I have thoughts about him and sort of miss him (even though it was years ago)