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Lola

So today, we went to parent teacher conference and the kids have been working on something and the first thing we went over was 2 wishes that my daughter wrote and her first wish was for me to have a baby... And then it talked about the relation between wishes and goals and what can you do to make your goals/wishes come true and she wrote that she will pray everyday. And it really broke my heart to hear her read it out loud in front of her teacher and me and my husband, idk it just hurt me... And just now she was getting ready for bed and she asked me to pray with her and she prayed for a baby and then when she was done, she asked me if I have some spare time and if I'm not too busy, will I pray some more and keep asking God for a baby. I almost cried during her prayer. It's so sad, she doesn't understand and will not know for a long time how hard we are trying for a baby. I feel so sad...