Is it normal..

.. to just want to run away? I want to move back to NC away from everyone so it can just be me and my husband and our son, no talk about filing for bankruptcy, have him stay in the military and us have our life back to how it used to be. We both have family here in CA but I feel so overwhelmed all the time. I work and take care of my son and try to manage my own family business but my mom is constantly in the middle of it and then makes me feel guilty for her BEING in the middle but she won't just leave me alone and let my husband and I do our lives without her butting in. I want to just pack up, go back to the house we had in NC, have my daughter there, and not come back. People ask, oh aren't you glad to be back home? And honestly no. I'm not. But I have to fake like I am just ecstatic because if I don't I'll get judged for it. I feel like I'm stuck in this town. Like I'm not going anywhere. There I had different jobs, new friends, my own life, and since being back here it just feels like I'm a little kid again and I HATE it!! It feels like I have a massive elephant sitting on my shoulders and I don't know how to get this pressure and this feeling to go away.