I used a guy for sex 😩

Hi! Need some advice or support from feminists or sex positive peeps. I recently went on a tinder date and didn't go as planned. Little back story, I havent been on a date for a while and about 4 months since I kissed or had sex. I always tell myself I'm gonna wait and gain a connection with someone before I get physical but, I forget I'm a sexual person. I don't ever hook up or do one night stands (no shame if you do) but I ended up making out with him and felt him and he was well endowed so my mind quickly changed. I ended up hooking up with this person on a first date, The sex was terrible only because he came fast and knocked out on my bed. Anyway, I don't feel shame for what I did but I do feel like a jerk. I did something so misogynistic by using him AND low key kicked him out cause he actually wanted to sleep over and that freaked me out lol. I just feel guilty for using someone and not know how he felt about the situation. Ive never done this because I'm actually super sensitive and think that's why I feel terrible about this. Any advice or thoughts about this? I'm confused whether he enjoyed it or not, he hasn't texted me which I don't mind my goal was not to built a relationship but I do mind if someone is rude!!! 😒