33 weeks

The further along in my pregnancy I get, the more miserable I am. I feel like I can't breathe most of the time. She's either shoving her big butt into my ribs or a shoving her head down into my pelvis so hard that i pee a little...

I haven't been able to sleep at night and I started vomiting again. My body aches so bad I just want to cry. I can't even walk my dogs anymore because my pelvis and inner thighs feel like I'm being torn apart.

I love her so much and I'm so excited to be a mom but I had no idea pregnancy would be so incredibly uncomfortable. Some nights I just lay here and cry. She's gotten so strong that it feels like she's going to rip out of my belly and run a marathon. I know I'm almost there and I know coming this early wouldn't be good for my little babe....but still.... tonight I find myself thinking

I've wanted to be a mommy since I was a baby myself. I want to hold her in my arms and love on her. I just don't want to be pregnant anymore...