Breast pump to induce...HELP

No judgement please, I've had the go ahead from my OB to give it a shot since I'm now overdue with no changes for weeks. However, I am scared! I'm sitting here with my breast pump in front of me, breast milk bag is ready (to save and freeze any colostrum if I get any), and I'm scared to try it! I'm home alone and if this starts working (FTM) I feel like I'm gonna freak out!! Lol! Ill be induced in 5 days if he doesn't come on his own but thinking of pitocin and all the stories I've read, terrifies me. I've been in prodromal labor for weeks now 🙄 should I stop being a little b**** and just do it or should I just say screw it and wait?? I just am ready to do about anything to get this baby out but I'm being a huge baby myself about it 😂.