I just want to the bathroom and there was a plop from my vagina. Normally the first big rush of blood feels like that (and the REAL start of my period always happens when I pee). I'm a gross weirdo and always looks in the toilet after I go-I was always told to do that to know your normal from your not normal- and there was a little bubble thing with the unmistakable little larger than two grains of rice thing with the little nubs up front. It was surrounded by this jelly bubble that had pink veiny strands on it.

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I don't know if it'll be too early for detection or if my BC will have masked the output of HCG because this little guy probably never had a good connection in there. But I'll test as soon as I need to pee again, since HCG halves each day after expulsion.

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My last little one I didn't see and mourned incredibly (3 years ago). This one I didn't think was there because I was on the shot and its been making my periods once every 2.5 months, so I didn't think it was abnormal that my last period was 2 months ago. Just enough time for me to possibly be 5-7 weeks pregnant depending on when ovulation happened. I think I might be in shock. I cried a little, but I mostly just feel kinda cold inside.

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UPDATE: I called my doctor and they said to come into the walk in clinic. I'm so afraid that they'll test and it'll be nothing. Because I SAW IT. My last miscarriage was so different, but I wasn't on BC then and a bit further along.