I'm going to start by saying I love both of my children very much. I just want to know am I the only one who feels a deeper bond with one. I feel so bonded with my youngest girl. I have breastfed her for almost eight months and see no end in sight. I did breastfeed her sister but not for long. I had postpartum depression with both but didn't get it treated with my oldest. I feel that it's that I'm older and wiser than when I had my first. I share lots of interests with my oldest daughter so I'm not neglecting her so don't try to shame me! It's so different with my youngest.