Broken Relationship after D&C

August 24th, was the worst day of my life. We had a D&C; for a baby that did not have a heart beat anymore. All I wanted was my Dalton that day, just to hold my hand. He is my rock. Fast forward 4 weeks later, & I can't even have a conversation with him without getting into a fight. Not so much him, but me, I'm so mad, I can't breath. He's done nothing but listen to me cry & wonder why. Maybe his lack of expressing his loss, maybe his lack of romance, maybe his lack of "having the right words". I'm not sure, but he could breath & I would get mad. I hate it, because I love him so much but I don't know what is wrong with us. I just want to leave I want to get away, I want to laugh again, I want to smile & mean it. I want people to STOP saying, are you ok? Did they do tests? Are you trying again? I just want to be normal. I'm on medicine, I've talked to a counselor & I have anxiety meds. I just want to feel nothing, I don't want to cry. I want it all to go away. But I don't want to lose my Dalton in the mix. I thought trying to get pregnant would bring us closer but it's just making me crazy. Help... How do I stop being the person I've become.