I have been with my boyfriend for 10 months and are ttc. I feel like in some ways I want more then he does. I want to marry and be a stay at home house wife and mom. I really never wanted kids be he made it a point at the start that he does and was a relationship requirement. He is divorced and I think I think me might not ever again after last time. I love him with all my heart but I don't know if I want to just be a possible baby making girlfriend forever. I would love to hear your opinions on this.